Tuesday, August 19, 2008


There will be no baby next spring.

Why doesn't God want me to have a child? What am I doing wrong? Everything was perfect this cycle. Four mature follies - all the right sizes. Positive energy from every direction. No booze, no caffeine, no strenuous activities. Not a dose of medication missed. We did everything right. Why?

Five years of heartache, and it's just getting harder. My heart is getting harder too.


Anonymous said...

My heart breaks for you. I didn't see you today and then I read my post. I wish a thousand wishes for you each morning so that you would have a little gift.

Mindy said...

I'm so sorry about this cycle hun. It's really just not fair. I wish there was some way that I could make it all better...

Much love,

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