Tuesday, August 19, 2008

LOSING

There will be no baby next spring.

Why doesn't God want me to have a child? What am I doing wrong? Everything was perfect this cycle. Four mature follies - all the right sizes. Positive energy from every direction. No booze, no caffeine, no strenuous activities. Not a dose of medication missed. We did everything right. Why?

Five years of heartache, and it's just getting harder. My heart is getting harder too.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

My heart breaks for you. I didn't see you today and then I read my post. I wish a thousand wishes for you each morning so that you would have a little gift.

Mindy said...

I'm so sorry about this cycle hun. It's really just not fair. I wish there was some way that I could make it all better...

Much love,
Mindy

 
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